一天一天行走，一天一天明白。由单一印象到复合概念再到思维，这就是成长。有些事不得不明白，不得不看见，不得不形成习惯性思维。我不知道为什么要说这些话。但我不是颓废主义者，也不是悲观主义者。我什么都不是。我暂时在地球上的身份是一个高三的学生。
此刻雨声掩盖了乐声。但乐声依然存在。
Dearest Clara,
Not until I recalled the old days in our natinal day did I realized how much I changed from the senior high– to be exact, from the time I was with you all. That’s amazing, I can’t describe those changes but I can intensely feel them. Sometimes I feel it’s quite a miracle when two different cultures meet together, esp east meets west but they perfectly mix with each other and absorb the essence of each other and communicate without gulf. I cannot say any other word except ‘amazing’. This also brings me a great memory to treasure all my life. Just like the feeling u don’t know but to thank me, I have the similar feeling to tell u this but don’t know why. I admit that night can make people sensitive(as I was writing u at night), but I always believe that there’s something inside us that we all understand but cannot be literally described.
Days goes by like water flowing. That’s what Confucious said thousands of years ago but it’s still in conformity with today. Tomorrow I’ll go to school as usual and day by day I’ll finish school and Uni until one day I’ll work. That’s the rule of life,isn’t it. Somehow I feel it’s quite unreal and the crossroads in front of me is hard to take and the light seemed so bleak and dim. Em,perhaps anyone who face it will have similar feeling, so now it’s my turn to make a choice, or, change. Anyhow I must pick up my courage and with u accompany, I feel much more courageous to face it.
loving u
Helen